Thursday, October 19, 2006

Melanie Murder photoshoot





And then...





Individual shots







Hafiz, the drummer brought cooking untensils as props. Plus, all of them love to eat, so I guess the theme made sense :D

Working at Oak3 Films has been great for me. I did casting for an Arts Central show and Singapore Idol finalists were seen in and out of my office for some commercial shoot or something. So far I've only helped out in one onset production and to think that it was on the first day of fasting, I can't believe I actually survived. Working and meeting up with friends help me put my mind, brains and soul to ease. Haha.

Although things have been unstable and overall, fucked up, we march ahead and strive for the best. I know, I know, this sounds all too cliche and corny. But hey, everyone needs to be surrounded by love and company, no matter what happened, no matter how much shit you put others through, how much shit has been thrown to you, you stand up, dust off the dirt and swallow regret. (sounds familiar?)

I know at times I get too serious and when I'm not, I'm labelled childish or naive. But whatever it is, I have come to terms with my being extremely insecure to the point where I hurt not myself, but others.

It hasn't been a smooth month and even if things got worst, I just pray that I can handle it and not go berserk or make another irrational decision.

I'm just a kid, afraid to be alone. So don't leave me, I'm begging you.

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