Sunday, November 06, 2005

today i met my dad after 2 long years.

spent some quality time with him and i thought it was super worth it. asking forgiveness from him was the most emotional moment i've had compared to the rest of my family members during Raya.

i love my dad.

i think manda is a really lucky girl. she's such a dadd'y girl, my friend is.
i sometimes wish i can be with my dad everyday though there would be a lot of awkward silences between us.
i missed him so much. he invited my siblings and i to Malaca on a weekend after Raya but stupid school just started and i have no idea how to schedule my time.
my little brothers Mirza and Jazeel are so darn cute! when i have the time and means, i'll upload some photos of them and let everyone see.
they live real near Suhaily and Penny. I could see their houses from the corridor. wanted to call suhaily but i knew she wouldn't pick up the phone anyway. she finally did when i called to invite her to the open house.
then when i bought film for my lomo cam i hoped i would barge into her but i didn't.
so yeah.
thought of asking her to come over to my dad's and meet my other family.
weird.




well there's gonna be an Open House at my place on the 13th Nov 2005.
i'm inviting a lot of friends. the old-timers, Rad, Haziq, Arie, Wandie, Leman, Sab, Su, Fadli, Syazwan etc.
and some friends from bands, thanks to Zad. he helped invite the fellas from My Precious, Hamartia, No Direction and Dyna Turmoil.
hey, even if you don't celebrate Raya (shout out to Shalu, Mabel, Jon etc) just give me a buzz and come over yeah?
Just come at night after 8pm or so. Cos in the day, everyone's out Raya visiting.
i'll be out with Nas and Nies, the most adorable punkrock couple. hah.










My Dad.
i sometimes wish he lives right next door.
i sometimes wish i have time for him.
i sometimes wish he knows everything that goes on with my life.
i just wish he's here.

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