Sunday, September 04, 2005

"and because of you, jo is going to end up drifting further and further away from her two best friends. you want that?" - infringedcopyright.easyjournal.com, post dated 9.4.2005, par 3 (It is officially "public" am I not right?)

Huh? Hello. Listen to me, I am fucking drifting away from my best friends or even my family for that matter NOT because of the person i'm dating. But because of school.
EVERYONE, PLEASE GET THAT TO YOUR HEADS. I AM NOT IGNORING YOU (SAB, SU, IRFAN, FADLI, GHAIR, ARIE, HAZIQ, LEMAN ETC). Eh you all confirm got stuff to do also right? so why blame it on me sial?
COME, I WELCOME YOU TO MASS COMM, FMS, NGEE ANN POLY WITH FUCKING WIDE OPEN ARMS AND IF YOU DON'T WANNA BELIEVE WHAT I SAID AND PREFER TO TRUST SYED. THEN ITS YOUR LOSS.

FUCK IT.
My family's got a problem with me last time when I spent too much of bloody time with you and now you got the bloody nerve to tell me that I'm drifting away from them cos of dates? Whoa. Pretty bold.

"jo, i bet you're gonna get pissed off reading this but i'm sorry. you ended it telling me you wanted to be single so now i just want to finish this with your 'friend'. besides, you even get pissed off at me when bad stuff that happens isn't even my fault. let's just put it this way. YOU brought ALL of THIS upon YOURSELF. the truth hurts. just like how i found out the truth about you and fangface hurt." - infringedcopyright.easyjournal.com, post dated 4.9.2005, par 4

So let me get this straight, you text my mother almost everyday at one moment of time and my dad saw you loitering around my house late at night (more than once) now you're saying I can't make my own decisons in life. Even if that decision is with whom I wanna date or have a relationship with?
Hey, I know you were hurt because things between us didn't go that well. How many times have we encountered problems that made you cry? How many times have you lost temper or throw tantrums? How many times have i told you that being with you sometimes feel like I have a kid to look after? How many times have i told you this relationship is taking a toll on me?

Its tiring.
My mistake, it WAS tiring.
Now i just wanna chill and sit back.
I go out with him, sometimes with friends. I also go out with my polymates. HOWEVER, most of the time spent was for SCHOOL.
Do you even have any idea how many times I had to sleep over at friends' or use the internet at Macs just so I could send files to my groupmates late at nite using laptop? Do you know what time I go home everyday?
Hmmm.. No. you don't.

So don't tell me that I have made a mistake by suddenly wanting to be with someone although I said I wanted to be single before.
I was single for a month. remember that.
It was worth it.
I took a breather, now I'm happy.
Ok? I just hope you would be to. With Tanya or something. (I can't remember who posted that heart-warming comment on your post).

We're friends and if you're acting majorly weird or try telling my mom stuff that I SHOULD KNOW BEFOREHAND (My mom is NOT your ex, keep that in mind), I'll seriously take all my anger I've controlled while doing my projects and bleed it on to you.
This is getting out of hand. You have to stop making my mother worried.
Everything is between the teenagers involved not their parents.
I know my mom is understanding and gave you words of encouragement BUT she is not involved and don't even start with my dad. BEAR THAT IN MIND.

Thank you.

PS: I shouldn't have invited you to the party at Home club if I knew you'd gonna be like this. And just so you know, I DID NOT TEXT ANY OF YOUR PARENTS.
So don't you or ANYONE else dare to contact my parents just beacuse they're friendly and modern and not like how other conservative parents are.
Taking advantage of others is fucked.
Now to know that my parents aren't happy I spend most time out than in the house, would that make you glad? HUH? WOULD IT?!

To my NPress team, especailly Penny and Fiona, we've made it. The submission is tomorrow. Lets hope for the very best and study hard for Media Research Methods and Advertising Exams!

Sunday, September 04, 2005 N